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Diagnosing Congestive Heart


  Puba in her bed 
  Originally uploaded by ceonyc.

My dad just called.  We had to put our family dog, Puba, to sleep.  I'm going to go for a walk or something soon, but for now, I'll post.  I just put up a Flickr badge on the right with Puba photos as a little blog memorial.  Feel free to trackback or comment with your little pet stories or whatever if you'd like.


We had Puba for 14 1/2 years.  She was a bichon-frise (white fluffy ball of fluff) and she was the best dog ever... hands down.  I've never met another living thing that loved to be loved as much as this dog did.  She'd lay on her back and let you rub her tummy for an hour.

Originally, I wanted a rabbit.  Brian's dad raised rabbits and it seemed like rabbits would make cool pets.  Of course, I really wanted a dog, so by asking for something ridiculous like a rabbit, I got a dog.  We got Puba from a private owner in Staten Island named Bob Amato.  Maybe he'll Google himself or Google Puba and we'll find out, because we probably don't have their contact info and I'm sure they'd want to know.  Puba was about six weeks old when we got her, and she was the runt of the litter.  Her mother had abandoned her and the Amato's had to bottle feed the dog and she almost didn't make it on her own.  A few weeks after we got her, they called us up and offered us a new dog plus $1000, because they missed her.  My dad was ready to take the deal...   funny how yesterday, he was thinking about how different and sad his mornings will be now, because he spends so much time with the dog in the morning when my mom's at work.  Of course, it wasn't long after that he good hooked on her, too.  I think letting the dog lick his face was pretty much the turning point... plus the few grand he needed to put down to get the dog cataract surgery.

She had cataracts before she even turned six months old. In fact, she was kind of a lemon.  She had a small trachea, too...  they all do, so she'd choke sometimes.  She also had two ACL surgeries (you'd think she would be doing more than sleeping and eating to sustain such injuries), a skin allergy, and an overbite.  Three months ago, she fell down our basement steps.  She also fell down the front steps, too, when she was younger.  And stepped on?  Oh, I'm sure we've stepped on her a hundred times.  She didn't know any commands.  My mom swears she knew "stay" but I think it was just pure laziness.  Sometimes, she'd sit for a cookie... but only for a cookie.  She'd also require a cookie to do her business in the backyard.  I wish someone gave me a cookie every time I had to do my business.

She loved my grandmother, too... she'd wet herself as soon as she came in.  (The dog, not Nana, although Nana got pretty excited, too.)  Yeah... the bladder didn't work too well either.  One time, my parents were away and I was dog-sitting.  She wouldn't climb stairs... only fall down them, so she sat at the foot of the stairs and whined for me to come down.  I dragged my blanket down and went to bed on the couch with her so she wouldn't be lonely.  It wasn't too long before I felt warm and wet...   I suppose my blanket didn't have her scent, so she need to make it her own.  Some thanks.

I never fed her from the table, though, but I'd always give her unsolicited food at random times, so she wouldn't learn to beg rudely.  She liked grapes and she'd like a plate of leftover omelet for an hour.

My parents are pretty crushed... obviously they spend more time with her after I went to school and moved out.  In fact, I'm pretty sure they love the dog more than the love me, but then again, the dog probably has a better disposition than I do anyway.

So that's it.  Puba died...   I guess there isn't much more to say.

Oh wait... actually, there's one more thing.  When she was younger, she'd run around the house like a wild woman if you riled her up.  She'd run in circles and behind our couch (the day she got too big to do that she got stuck back there) and then through the fabric skirt and under our couch in the porch.  Then, we got a new couch that went all the way to the floor and that was a surprise to her as well, but a lesson learned quite quickly.  Its going to be really quiet in my parents house now.

Reader Comments (49)

I'm so sorry. Poor doggie.
March 31, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterIrina
Sorry to hear about your dog. My girlfriend and I have two. Dogs are great little friends.. My dog zoe is a wild woman too, she is 1 1/2 staffordshire bull terrier.. about 25lbs but so hyper.. will you be getting another dog?
March 31, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterMichael Orecchio
I have a kitty. She's 6 now. We got her when she was a wee kitten, because my cousin's older sister had severe allergies. She's had kittens once, and for some reason, couldn't have any since, and she's the sweetest thing EVER. She sleeps with me in bed - and sometimes even takes up my pillow. : ( But I can't bear the thought of her dead; she's a real member of the family. So I think I can empathize with how your family feels right now.
March 31, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterIrina
Im sorry to hear about your dog Charlie..:o(Word travels when you list someones name in your website :P

March 31, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterChristina Triolo
Sorry to hear about Puba. My condolenscence.
April 1, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterAndrew Ng
That's really sad news Charlie.

I hope your folks are handling it OK.
April 2, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterFred
I'm so sorry to hear about your dog. My dog (a golden retriever, and the first dog I'd had that was just mine) died 4 years ago, a little over a week after I defended my dissertation. I can say honestly that it was one of the most profoundly sad things that had happened to me up to that point. In fact, I still can't bring myself to get rid of the rest of her ashes (though I did leave some in her favorite park), and I it took at least a year before I could look at pictures of her, or worse, pictures of the two of us, without pain. It's amazing though, how much better I felt after a few months, and how much better than that a few more months later, and so-on. I have another dog now. My last one is still in my thoughts, though, every day. The good news is that we can love other pets just as much, albeit a little differently each time. And it can take a while, but you do get more and more used to having the lost pet in your memory instead of there, in front of you.
April 3, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterChristy
Sorry for your loss. How sad.
April 4, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterSteve Rubel
I am sorry to hear about your loss. I am also a faithful dog lover and owner. They definitely do become somewhat of family members with their own unique personalities.
April 11, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterVeronica
I am so sorry I am allergic to animals so i never knew what it was like to have a pet...

But i am sorry

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April 21, 2005 | Unregistered Commenterjanine Giordano
My dog Sheena just died today :| had to bury her and i dont think the whole thing as even hit me yet. Man i've had that dog for over 10 years. She was a family member and now she is just gone. I dont like this feeling, i feel all numb and weird lol and im sure it is going to hit me pretty hard anytime soon.

Any ways i dont think ill be getting any more dogs. In all honesty i would prefer to die before my dog dies :| Crappy crappy day.

I hope you feel better about Puba man.

Good Luck
July 6, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterConor
I'm sorry to hear about Puba.

But I feel your pain. This morning we had our dog, Herr Schneider, put to sleep. He would have been 17 yrs old in December. He was a poodle and one of the most intelligent, sweetest, lovable friends I have ever had.

Tomarrow I am going to look at anothe pupy because although I loved Her Schneider I can not bear being without the friendship that a dog unselfishly gives
August 1, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterTony
My dog Mistie died yesterday. The day after Christmas. She was a Papillon. She was 9 years old. She had a heart murmer and was on medication. yesterday she was having one of her spells. Where she didn't want to lay down, and she couldn't breath very well. She had had these spells before and always got over them. We left to run an errand, and when we got back she was lying in the bedroom floor. The devestation was so tramatic. I lost my cat Kirby 5 months ago. He was 9 years old too. I got another cat about a month later. It just sort of happened. I hadn't intended on getting another cat. Now this cat really misses Mistie. When Kirby died, Mistie really missed him. My son wants another dog. He is 20 and will be moving out soon, so I don't see why. We were so attatched to Mistie. She slept with us, and greeted us every time we came home. I took her for a walk every day. She loved outside, but would not go by herself. She thought she was the biggest dog in the neighborhood. She only weighed 9 lbs. She would bark at anything.Her bark was so anoying. We hated Halloween, because of the trick or treeters and her barking so much. Her birthday was on Halloween.the day she died. My husband and I was at Lowes, and there was a man in there that had a papillon. That was only a year old. We talked to him a little bit, and then to get home and find ours had died.Well, I better go for now.
December 27, 2005 | Unregistered CommenterJoyce
I'm sorry to hear about your dog...my dog (Maya) passed away in her sleep on November 10th, 2005. She was 14 years old....half cocker spaniel and half poodle mix. I miss her so much...she was the life of our home...I can tell you stories about her that wouldn't fit my entire post :) My parents didn't want a dog at first but they got so attached to her during her years that it devasted them more when she passed away. She was a member of our family and she will be greatly missed.
January 15, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterNick
Sadie died last thursday. I loved her. I had to put her down due to an uhnknown and rapid spreading growth in her left lung. she got to the point she could not lay down or eat at the end. sonogram and multiple vets could not diagnose. I had to ask my father to accompany me to the vet because i honestly did not think i could be in the room when the vet injected her with an overdose of barbituates. I held her in my arms as the needle ws put into her leg vein. She died in my arms and I held her head for a long time. I still am waiting for her ashes. its been over a week and i still feel profound grief and emptiness. she was mhy only friend. tears are endless, her smell and hair still linger in my home and car. i hate all other pet owers and detest dog owners that mistreat thier pets. i am not sure how to move on. i scream in silence and feel dead inside. she was three years old. i pray she finds a sunny place wherever she is and would give my right hand tho have her alive. my sadness only increases. i am not happy.
March 4, 2006 | Unregistered Commenterrick
my dog Jingle died yesterday. she was just 7. she had a heart attack. i wasn't with her when she died, only my maid was at home. she had difficulties breathing at 8pm, but all the clinics are closed at 7:30pm... so my maid had no choice but to stay beside her and wait for the next morning. but she left us at 2am... before she died, she was crying so hard and grasping for breath. and all my neighbours' dogs along the street howled too... so sad :( and her sister Bell just stayed beside her quietly. i miss her so much. i cried so many times. she suffered so much before her death... T.T i can't believe she's gone forever... :(
April 14, 2006 | Unregistered Commenterwei
Sorry for your loss, I just had to put my dog Penny to sleep yesterday. No :(. I have had her for seven years and I cant believe my baby is gone. My other dogs are all sad now. I cant stop crying. When I found out we had to put her to sleep I screamed so loud and I punched the wall and I was forced to go outside. I hugged her one last time and I took one last picture of her. She had congestive heart failure and there was fluids in her lungs and she could barely breathe. She was put on oxygen for 12 hours and after a while she just couldnt hold her own anymore. It was for the best. I just cry when I see pictures of me and her and when I think about what she thought on her last breath. I am crying as I type this. She was a 12 year old toy poodle, she has a brother that we adopted too, and I also have a black lab. I just cant believe my baby is gone. NO! :( :(
July 3, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterKatie
I just had my dog Happy put to sleep a few hours ago. She was 14 yrs old and the craziest looking mutt ever. A family member, that i can't seem to realize is gone. She died of cancer after having 13 and a half relentless and energetic years. The last 4 months, she got really sick and was all downhill. I was with her till the end and I always will...
July 4, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterCJ
My dog Teddy died today. He was a cute, yet stout Pomeranian. We had him several years but not enough to say 10 or more years, since we got him from a previous owner. Nevertheless, it feels like he's belonged to this family forever. I can't imagine another dog that could replace him, therefore, I'm still doubting whether we should get another dog. I'm going off to college, and I thought that coming home on the breaks I would be happy and relieved to see my family, including (and most especially :P) my dog. Unfortunely, that's not going to happen...He died due to several complications: heart, lungs, liver, you name it. It was the most heartbreaking to see him on oxygen, so weak, and not his usual content self. My tears come and go. I don't know if thinking about him will make it better or worse. I just have a really hard time thinking about him as not alive. A week ago, he was perfectly fine...at least on the outside. I just hope he's happy, because I sure am not...T__________T
July 12, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterRosario
my dog lucky had to be put down today : (. he was a bichon. ive had him since i was six years old.im 14 now. it feels like a lost my best friend. up until 3 years ago i hardly had any friends. lucky was my only friend and i used to tell him all my problems. i cant even think about how its gonna be without him. , i dont think im ever gonna get over this

July 16, 2006 | Unregistered Commenterallie
My pet dog ROVER who passed away yesterday.We got him when he was 1 week old, barely could even walk. had wonderful 14 years together.But last year i had to leave him and come here to Uk :(I dont think there ever would be a dog like him.There is time fo everything to return back to God and it was his time to leave.I miss him so much!!!I CAN NEVER FORGET HIM :(
August 2, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterYasir
My dog died too. see the story here - http://www.m5board.com/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=78326

August 10, 2006 | Unregistered Commentererics
Our dog Crissy had to be put down yesterday. I found her laying on the grass in the moring in our backyard. She was breathing but did not respond to me. I called our vet and they were too busy to see her. I was so upset that they couldn't find the time. I said to the receptionist "Crissy has been your patient for 15 years. Do I just let her die in my backyard?" All they could say was sorry try calling another vet. I am so angry. How do I deal with that?I finally found a vet who would see her. When they examined her they said she had 107 temp and and that she could have had a stroke or a clot went to her brain. They would have to do test but that she pprobably already had brain damage and would never be the same.I decided to have her put down. I said my goodbyes althought I knew I could not be with her when she went to sleep. My son, who is 26 wanted to stay with her during the procedure. He said , "Mom Crissy looked after us for 15 years I need to be there with her at the end."Yesterday was the harded day of my life. I am so thankful we had the time we did with her. Hopefully if will get easier as time goes on.
August 20, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterCarole
Our dog "Cindy" died Friday, we had thought she injured her left leg but upon X-rays it was found that hse had bone cancer. She was nearly 15 years old, we loved her so much. She was our loyal companion, our protector, our child, our friend, we will miss her greatly,
October 16, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterDale
Dear Reader, December 25, 2006

Over the last 2 or 3 days, Chelseas' condition deteriorated rapidly, and to the point where euthanasia was the only option left. Her quality of life had ceased to exist.

She died at the Vets' Clinic, at approximately 2pm., 24 December 2006. She was nearly 16 of our years. It was a gentle death. I brought her home and buried her so that even tho she is gone, she is still with me; and still has her home

There Is A New Star Shining In The Sky Tonight... It is Named Chelsea

Chelsea was a Sheepdog, and - through the grief I feel - it is now time for me to celebrate her life, the good times and the milestones in her life as we grew old together.

She was a very happy well behaved dog and she gave me her all, hence my decision to act responsibly. As she grew older, I'd planned for her death, and had dug her grave beforehand as I didn't think I could handle it "on the day"

Mal. P. Bailey7 - 15 Walter AvMitchell ParkSOUTH AUSTRALIA 5043Phone (618) 8357-6575

December 24, 2006 | Unregistered CommenterMal

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